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The following channeling was in response to a request made to the guides to restate what had been channeled earlier that day as it was not recorded. It begins with the difficulty of trying to repeat a channeling:

...We would say that in the moment when the information is coming through is the time for it to come through. And it is the time and the place. And what comes through in that moment is what needs to come through in that moment. And truly, what has gone before has truly gone before. And that if it is necessary to retrieve that piece of information, that you have ready access to it and that there is a myth of forgetting things. For nothing is forgotten and nothing is lost, ever.

We would speak further to this issue. And it is this: That there is nothing to be filled in on in reality for you both, as do all of the humans, in actuality have a full ability and a full recall and a full capacity to retrieve any information that you seek. And there are many, shall we say, “impediments” to the accessing of the information. They are like road blocks, such that you go out in front of yourself and you grab a wooden horse and you put it in front of yourself on your very own path. And then you say, “Ooh! It is a road block. I cannot get through.” And we would say that if you would refrain from putting it there in the first place, it would not be there. And we would say that you also can take it and move it aside. We do not wish to minimize the difficulty you have and the misleading impressions that you have from living in the physical form, inhabiting illusion and holding beliefs that are deceiving at best..

The capability for perfect enlightenment is present at any moment. And what we mean by that is a complete awareness of everything. And it is the petty human mind that wants to focus on the words and the writing things down and the recording things because there is a fear that it will not come through again and it will not be available again and there will be a missed opportunity. And it is true that there is such a thing as a missed opportunity. But I would tell you this - It will come around again. It will not come around in the same way. It will not come around sounding exactly the same. It will not come around and evoke the same emotion in you perhaps. But if it is important, it will come around again and it never went anywhere in the first place. It is within you.

Channeling
And so we come back to the topic of channeling one more time. We wish to talk about it in the broader sense of being still in the moment, open to the information that is available to you, and let it come through you. Perhaps not in a word. Perhaps in a sound. Perhaps in a song. Perhaps in a movement. Perhaps in something that is more a shift of energy and you feel the radiating awareness coming out from the human form like a glowing sun. And that is a channeling, a form of channeling.

And we would further say to you that we do not come to you from afar with a little script that we say. This is what we would say to the humans on this day and we believe we have said this to you before. But we wish to expand on this concept.

- Physicalness and Reality
We have said to you before that we are a reflection of you. But we wish to go further with this concept and say that there is no difference between you and me, for there is no you and there is no me. And at the same time that you look out of your eyes and you see an image and you see a person, you are seeing yourself and you must at some time really grasp this concept for it will liberate you completely. It is not a mirror. It is a veil. It is a reflection of what is inside, but it is as substantial as the wing on a moth. It is less than that. It is insubstantial. It is like a fleeting memory, do you understand?

In reality it is so compelling to look outside and to reach your hand forward and feel the physicalness of something and say, “Oh, it is very solid. It is very real.” It is not real. None of this is real. You must embrace this concept if you wish to be free.

- Information to Channel Resides within the Energy Field
And so we would say about this channeling activity that there is, what we could say, a “bulk” of information that is in your energy field. But we would say, “No, not quite.” If you would imagine yourself as bigger than you do. You see this energy field and maybe it extends five feet away from you. And you go, “Oh, my energy field! I am not so physical after all.” No, we want you to see your energy field as going miles away. Miles and miles away, so far that you cannot conceive. That is the energy field. And within this field - this field that interacts constantly with the fields of everything else - it is in this field that the information resides. And it is always there and it is always available to you in its fullness.

And when we “come through,” so-to-speak, we think it is misleading to the human mind. For the human mind wants always to pair things down to nothing to make it so concrete and to compartmentalize, to understand, to make it into a box, because it is helpful for the “little mind,” the brain, to say “Oh, okay. I can take that and I can compartmentalize it and I can remember it.” It is a part of the process of being in the human form and have a human brain.

It is symbolic communication. If you think of yourself in the dream state, it is all symbols. And when you wake up, you are challenged with the task of taking this rich symbol that you felt and you knew in the dream state - and you just knew it - and then you are awake and it is like “Huh? What is that? How am I to understand that?” and so the little brain wants to figure it out. It is not a bad thing. It is just a false thing. For there is very little understanding in the human brain, truly.

You understand things in the whole being, not the brain. You understand and you feel in the heart - the physical and the non-physical heart; in all of the cells of the body, physical and non-physical; in all of who you are, in all of your field. And it is a challenge to let of of your narrow vision and accept and realize true knowing, but it is the nature of reality.

If you take this form, you are always going back and forth attempting to negotiate that fine line between the physical and the non-physical. And so we would say that there is a bulk of information and you plug into it and there you have it. And you could plug into it anywhere that you choose. And you have through these lifetimes of experience - not just in physical form, not just on the planet, but all over the place - you have a history and a memory and a compilation of information, we could say, that is within you and is a part of you and you can access it anytime you want.

But we do not want you to start making this little again. Do not think of it as having stories to tell; “When I was in Egypt and I was a man and I did this and did that. And I learned the secrets of the pyramids.” We ask you to think larger than that. Okay? It is not about little stories. We are talking about grand awarenesses. For in that lifetime, so to speak, when you were this grand being with the pyramids, do you not know that your energy being was taking in from the energetic environment information in the same way that you do in this moment here? And so when you were near the pyramid in your energy body, your energy being-ness, you were receiving the emanations of the pyramids and all of the information in them.

And so it is a false concept to think that you need to go to someone else to get information about anything. You do not need to go to Einstein to understand the nature of reality. You do not need to go to another healer, in truth, to heal yourself. If you would be present in the moment and open to all that is true in that moment, without constraint and without holding back, you would be healed instantaneously but it would blow your mind, do you not understand? And you would uplift and you would stop being physical.

Healers and Assisting
And so we understand there is a function, there is a function to going to a healer for they assist you. They give you nothing. They only assist you in being who you are in its totality (if they are truly aiding you). They help you to lift you out of the small self, the small awareness and become more who you truly are. And if you have a talented healer they will open very wide to give you a very full experience. And if you go to a limited healer (who you may very well feel more comfortable with we would add) then they will give you a limited vision of what is truth and who you are and what you are capable of. And for as long as you are living in fear and you are afraid of being too big, you will go to little healers and they will pat you on the head and say, “There, there. You are okay.” And they will rub your leg and give you a nice massage and you can relax and say, “Oh, I feel better. Thank you. Let me give money for that.”

We would say to you, in the fullness of your being, you could set yourself down on a massage table and give yourself a massage and save yourself the money.

Being Who You Are
And so we speak to the Scribe and to the Channel and we say that all you are ever doing in your role as a so-called healer is being a mirror of truth and you have many techniques to assist with this. But in the end it is all that you are doing and the only way you can do that is to be it. It is not about what you do - it is about what you are. And if you would stand in your power and your truth and know who you are, it would transform everybody in your presence. This is not a small order, like a side of fries. It is a big order. It is all the food in the restaurant and all the food on the planet. That is how big this order is. And you continue to place an order for a hamburger and maybe a few pickles on the side and you have no idea that you can ask for all the food on the planet and it will appear before you in its entirety if you allow yourself to be fully who you really are.

In order to do this you must withdraw from the - it is not even a fantasy, it is a lie. When you look out your eyes and you see these things and you think it is reality, it is a lie. It is not even true. It is merely a thin veil, a memory, a wisp.

Healing; it is just being. It is being. Being. And you cannot be if you are not present, for all beingness is in this moment. It is not in yesterday and it is not in tomorrow. And for as long as you choose to speed yourself up and drive fast and drink your coffee and keep yourself moving at a speed that keeps you out of the present moment, you will never achieve this. You will never be whole. You will never be healed.

And we know that these are concepts that have been communicated before, and yet the human has a remarkable defensive capacity to not see what is in front of them, to not hear what is being said and to forget things five minutes after they have an awareness of something. It is not that you are bad, it is the nature of this dimension, this reality, this being in the physical form.

And so you must know that when we say these words, we attempt to break through and allow you to understand what is true. For it is very compelling to listen to the false word and the false image and have an attachment to it for that is what you do when you are here. Until you are able to truly see that what you see outside yourself is not real, you will continue to engage with it as though it is real and you will continue to react to it and respond to it and put it out and have a dance going with something that is not even real.

And when we say that we do not just mean in physicalness - the trees, the car, the building - we do not mean that. That is nothing. We mean the events, the thoughts, the people. Those things that so easily obscure and distract you, for it is something that the mind seizes upon and it says, “Ah! I am because I see this, I hear this, I know this,” and it validates the small self.

And the small self lives to be validated for its true purpose, in the end, is to die. And it defends against this awareness and it tries to make itself feel that is useful and it is serving some purpose. And it is like a vehicle, but one with an expiration date and it knows that in every cell of its body that it is temporary and that what is permanent is unseen and is taking a little ride here.

And so the physical form and the mind and the emotional self... It is in the nature of them to want to continue and to fight the reality which is that they are impermanent. And everything is impermanent because nothing is static. Everything dies, everything lives. But these concepts are misleading, for everything merely is.

And it is very difficult and we have great empathy for you being in this form that you have taken on. For it is as if you walk into a house of mirrors at a fair and you are standing in the middle of it and you have no where that you know to go, for everywhere you look is a mirror and there is no clear passage out because you are in a place that is designed to keep you from seeing what is real.

And so this is in a nutshell the message that we will continue to give you from now until whenever we put aside this conversation [ie, the channelings]. And it is fine. It is all good, we would repeat ourselves.

As you see, the language gets in the way (of expressing truth). When we say “we,” immediately you think you are separate from us and it is not true. It is merely the Channel expressing herself. It is merely the Channel expressing the Scribe. It is merely the Channel expressing life coming through in this form. There is really no ‘me’ and no ‘you’ and I am not a guy who floats around in the air and every once in a while, you know, knocks on the door of the Channel and says, “I will come through now.”

You must know that you are hearing the Channel herself, not as a person but as an expression of God that is coming through in this particular way because of the constraints of this dimension. And it is all impermanent and you will not be here forever. And once you get to the other side you will say, “Oh! How could I not have remembered the truth? How could I have believed so firmly in what is not real?” And yet it is what you are doing here. It is part of the grand experience of being in the physical form and expressing God through in this way. It is not bad. It is not good. It is.

And being on Earth is like this: You come and you put yourself in a little box and you lock the lock. And you sit in there. And your purpose is to find your way back out again. It is a nice metaphor for what it is that you are doing. When you are in the box you are still yourself. You cannot see outside the box to the extent that you are not willing to reach your hand up and push the lid off and look outside.

Working with Crystals
We want you to know how to work with the crystals when you are assisting others in the sessions that we call “healing.” The crystal is one of your greatest tools and a great, unused asset that you must begin to use in your practice. It is, as you know, a transmitter of information. It is, as you know, an absorber of energy and information. It is, as you know, a laser beam - it can cut. It can break through an energetic pattern that is out of alignment, that is congealed or constricted. And, as you know and became aware of recently, it is also a sentient being if you will allow it to be. And so what you do with all these many abilities of this crystalline structure, how do you work best with it?

- Deliberate Intention
It is not effective to have crystals sitting around your environment and think that you are in an uplifted environment because you can feel the emanations of the crystal. We would say that that is almost dangerous to do. For a crystal is not a thing that says good or bad - “I will only absorb the bad.” “I will only transmit the good.” The crystal will not do this. You must tell the crystal what you wish for it to do and it will do it.

So when you plunk a crystal into a glass of water and you say, “Ah! Now it will be uplifted and it will be good water for me to drink,” do not be so trusting in things that you have taken no responsibility for. The crystal will enhance what is there. If you have garbage in the water, the crystal will emanate and expand upon and emanate garbage, so to speak.

If you would take the crystal first and you would send into it love, balance, health, healing, goodness, joy, and then you put it in your water, you then drink those things and take them into yourself. And that will be healing for you. If you have a glass of water and you know it is full of toxic things - it comes from a bad source and polluted - you can say to your crystal, “Would you please absorb these things for me? Take it out of this water,” and it will do this.

- Clearing Toxins from Crystals
And I want you to know that a crystal will hold onto what you put in it until eternity, until it stops existing, if you do not tell it to release it and give it the assistance it needs. You must run it under the water tap or put it in a bed of salt and you must say, “Let go now! Let go now!” and it will be released. Then you must tune into the crystal and see if you are done and feel if you are done.

Do not ask me to tell you, “For how many seconds must I hold the crystal under the water to know that it is clear?” We say you must tune in and know for yourself when it is clear and then you will know. Do not ask for information from outside yourself that is inside yourself. For it is that pattern of always going to the outside that reinforces the duality that is false. So listen to your heart, listen to your energy, listen to the crystal, tune in and you’ll say, “Ah, it is clear now.”

And then what do you do? Do you set it on the counter and walk away? No. For it will continue to absorb and emanate whatever is around it if you do not instruct it otherwise. Put it on your counter and say, “I wish you to emanate love for me,” and it will do this. Or you say, “I wish for you to balance the energy in this environment for me,” and it will do this.

If you wish to have the crystal be in a neutral state and not doing anything, you must plunge it into the salt. Do not leave it sitting in water. Put it in the salt and submerge it completely and it will just sit there. It is as if you turn it off.

- Crystals and Sentient Beings
If you wish for your crystal to be a being who is helping you, you can invite a being for certain beings can exist in a crystal if you invite it. However, depending on the being and its abilities and its energy and its purpose, it will not go in just any crystal. It would not be compatible and it would not be good for the being. So do not ask a being to be in any old crystal and do not ask any old being to be in a crystal either. You must learn to listen better. You must tune into the crystal and say, “Would you like to be a home for a sentient being?” And if the crystal say, “Yes,” then you must find the sentient being to invite into the crystal and then it can be a powerful tool for healing. Do not listen to false guidance.

- Crystals and Healing
When you have pain and inflammation in the body, take a clear quartz crystal, put it against the area that is in pain and direct the tip of the crystal away from the body and ask the crystal to take it out. Do you want the crystal to just send it out into the air where you are? Of course not. You must ask the crystal to hold it for you until you clear the crystal.

So you take all of this pain and all of this inflammation and stuff out of the body. Do you stop there? No. You must either use a crystal or your intention to ask that the body realign or, if you feel that you are smart enough as a human to say what needs to go into that place (from which something has been removed), you can take the chance of saying, “I wish this to go in there.” But we would to caution you: It is your higher self, so to speak, it is the part of you that is pure light and awareness that is in tune with the All That Is that knows best what is to happen at any given moment. And we would caution you against being overly directive when you are working with the crystals for they will truly do exactly what you tell them to do. And so it would be better to surrender to your higher self and say, “I ask that what needs to be transmitted into the body, that it’s for the highest, best good of this organism.” It is a physical organism. You must pay attention to that. Do not think you can ignore the physical organism and you say, “What is for the highest, best good for the light and the love,” and all that. It is also what is best for the physical organism. Athough the physical is, in a way, a false thing, an illusion, it still is here and you do exist in this dimension. And so the healing must come through all the dimensions in which you exist, all the way down into the form that feels so physical to you, even though you know from your physics this is actually not “physical,” or solid, at all.

And you would ask that these healing changes come into the whole being. And the whole being, as we say, is beyond your comprehension; the brain cannot fathom how large and how magnificent you are. And so do not bother to overwhelm it with this. Just ask that this healing go into the whole being. And if you would do this, truly, you would heal the whole planet for you are all one organism.

- Importance of Giving the Correct Healing Message
And we would suggest that you be careful with this next recommendation for we wish you not to hurt yourself. But if you are working with someone with cancer, the crystal is capable of communicating from you to the cancer cells. And so if you were to say, “I wish for the cancer to hear this message, that I ask for it to die and go away,” you must understand that this would not work. You must find in the infiniteness of your wisdom and your tuning into the body what is the correct message to give.

For the cancer is alive and it is, in a way, a being of itself and it, therefore, has a purpose and you must know that the person you are working with has created this cancer and so it is a part of them. It is an expression of an attitude, of a belief, of a history, of an attempt at enlightenment. All symptoms are an attempt at communication. It is a part of the self saying, “I want to learn. I want to grow. I want to come back to who I really am.” And so the cancer is another mirror saying, “I am afraid to be out of control” or “It is my anger eating me up inside.” It can be a symbol for many different things.

And if you will not take the time to get to know your patient, you will never know what it is that the cancer needs to be told to go away. For it is, of course, not going away at all; it is resolving. It needs to be not dispensed with or discarded for that is like discarding a part of a person. It is like a rejected part of the self that must be welcomed back into the bosom of the mother that is inside of you. It is like the prodigal son. Would you send him out again and say that your family is whole and healed and complete? No. You would take the prodigal son in you and love it and accept it as it is. And then it would let go and it would absorb and it would be healed.

All of this information is within the memory of the body of those who would come to you for healing but they cannot access it. Which is why hypnotherapy is one of your greatest tools as a healer. For you can help your clients go deep into the unconscious and reveal to the client what it is that the cancer is saying.

For symbols have a message. Symptoms have a message. Physical illness, depression, alcoholism - they all embody a message. So you must understand that all healing is communication. That is all it is. You are merely communicating with the aspect of the client that needs to be heard, that needs to say something. And once it is said then you heal it and the client also heals it. It has no purpose and so it ceases to exist. It is so simple.

Defenses Against Healing
And yet, you have clients come to you who are in a state of fear - always. Please do not think otherwise. Humans are in such fear. They do not fully understand and they cannot embrace the concept that they have created all these illnesses. For if they were to embrace that concept, they would go into feeling bad about themselves and think “I’m so bad,” “How did I do this to myself?” “I don’t even deserve to live because I am so bad.” And you have this belief system within you - “I am so bad, I am so bad.” And so people defend against it because they do not want to feel bad.

And so things become set, like in stone, but there is a protective covering around it, like a nut. There is a nut inside the shell. And it is very hard. And if you think you are going to get a nutcracker and break it open and serve your client, you are completely wrong. The only thing that will melt these defenses is the magnificence of your love and your acceptance of them and their pain. It is the greatest healer. Your loving presence. Your witnessing without judgment. It is the greatest healer. It will allow them to release all of their defenses.

About Relationships
We would say that there is a human tendency when in a close relationship to want to really get in there and work with the other person on the very deep issues that remain at the center of the psychological being anchored in the physical body and this is one of the purposes of having a relationship like this. It is one of the potentialities. You can hear many things that you cannot hear any other way. You must engage with these issues with another being for them to emerge and be able to be worked with.

And we would say that those who are in a relationship that "stirs the waters" many, many times are fortunate - very fortunate - in their choice of each other. And they might get frustrated and say, “Oh, give me a rest from this.”

But we would say they have chosen each other deliberately for this reason, for they have things they want cleared and to be free of. It is not hard to find people who will stir the waters and make you crazy. It is very hard to find someone who will stay there and assist them even as their own stuff is being generated and they are in their own reaction, someone who will assist you in processing these issues and coming to a place of greater harmony.

And so there is a karmic connection. And you know when you come into a lifetime that those people who will be with you for a long time, as in the parents and the siblings, there are very deep issues and commitments between you and it may take you a lifetime to clear and resolve these things that got stimulated, that get created between the two of you.

And sometimes it is to a lesser extent with the other relationships that come and go. People will come and hand you a lesson and you’ll go, “Oh, okay,” and you will either embrace it and learn from it or you will walk away saying, “That is a waste of my time.” Nothing is a waste of your time. If you have gone through the trouble to create it in your life, it is not a waste of your time!

And there are others who will come into your life who will have, in some ways, as large an impact on you as your parents but they may not be with you for such a long time. And it is the soul in its infinite wisdom that knows exactly when you are ready for what and will bring the person into your life whether you think it is in your best interest and whether you think you are ready and whether you think you want to do it or not. It is there. You will either embrace this and learn from it and experience it or you will not.

And please do not misunderstand. When we say learn from it, we do not mean that you fill a journal of insights and then you walk out the door. To learn from something, it must be embodied in the being, in the personality, in the body, in the heart, in the mind. If you have truly learned something, it goes all the way down to your core and it stays with you. To fill your head with information is not learning. It is memorizing. We do not talk of that.

We would say that when you turn your back on an opportunity that a challenging relationship can provide, it is possible that you may lose your opportunity. For when you are talking about relationships of this sort, the other being will continue on their path and if they are driven to address this issue and they are unable to address it with you, they will move on and you will have lost your opportunity to do this with them.

It does not mean you will not have another chance, for you will create another opportunity because you have to, because that is what you do. There is no way around it. You will draw someone else into your life who may make you even crazier and whose assets will be less and whose challenges may be more and who may not be able to be so nice to you and assist you in working these things out.

And there are many people who use their therapist in that way, for they are in a relationship with someone who stirs the waters and gives them no help to resolve together. And so the therapist is sort of an “adjunct” professor, like a temporary replacement. But in the end, the client must go back in the context of this relationship and do what needs to be done.

And if you sense and you know that this person is not capable of being with the learning to the point where it can be uplifted and enlightened and absorbed and enhanced and understood and brought to completion, you will let that person go for you must.

And there are many who you will draw into your life who are just simply not ready, they’re simply not ready. And they allow you into their life because they want a little reminder of what their stuff is but they say, “No, no. I cannot do it yet,” and they go away and this is fine. There’s always someone else.

And if you will refuse to be in a relationship of depth, then you will find that everybody else in your life will serve that purpose in smaller ways - the grocery clerk, your coworkers - whoever it is that you have in your life will express to you that which you need expressed. However, we would say that there is a satisfaction that you will experience doing this with someone with whom you are very intimate and it will be very enriching in a way that it would not be otherwise.

And in the end in these intimate relationships you have the capacity to experience enlightenment in the presence of another which is a very magical and exhilarating experience. For you truly understand in that moment that there is no separation, really, even though you are in physical form and you can still sense the physical body. You are in the moment of feeling the truth to your existence and you have someone right there with you in their physical being who is experiencing this with you. And it is a very, shall we say, “high level” experience, the kind which people seek when they jump out of planes and when they go on journeys up to the mountains and spend months there seeking God.

Well, you do not need to go to the mountains. Just get real! And be present! And deal with what comes up with a loving awareness of the fact that you both are human and you have your hurts and you have your sensitivities.

But we would ask you both do not allow yourselves to be petty. For there is a tendency in the humans to be very petty and to just get very (like we said before) caught up in silly things that have no meaning and are not real. And so we would suggest to get real. As difficult as it is, you must do it. There is no way around that.

Humans would love to take a pill. They would love to take a pill every day that takes away pain and fear and pop it in their mouths and go merrily down the road. My dear ones, it is not the answer. For if you would be present with the difficulty and present in your feelings and alert and awake and aware and relaxed in the moment with whatever it is that is coming up between you and within you, there is your pill. There is your pill. Do you understand this concept?

Yes, I think so